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My anxiety disorder has been flaring up pretty badly lately. Like, laying in bed, feeling sick and paralyzed with fear for absolutely no reason badly. I've been drinking a lot of coffee and soda lately, and my partner has been on a fast food kick (because it means he doesn't have to take me grocery shopping), so I think it's pretty clear what's been causing it. I'm cutting all that out and surviving on water and only what I can make at home, which is actually quite a bit, provided we can make it to the grocery some time soon.
Although, just in general, my appetite has taken a nose dive. That can't be healthy, but I'm mostly just tired. Like, all the time tired. But, it's cold as Hell, so I can grab blankets and make some tea (brewed properly, so no significant caffeine, but with relaxing agents!) and make myself cozy. Been mildly obsessed with the new Star Trek (reboot) dvd, desperate to see the new Battlestar tie-in. All of which make me want to get started roleplaying, but because of the previously mentioned issues that can be pretty hard for me.
Also - a friend of mine offered and is giving me advice and guidance in some very important matters. She's about the closest thing to community that I have, online or off; we're very different in some respects, but we have similar backgrounds and similar conclusions in some areas of spirituality, and I'm forever thankful to be able to talk to her.
Although, just in general, my appetite has taken a nose dive. That can't be healthy, but I'm mostly just tired. Like, all the time tired. But, it's cold as Hell, so I can grab blankets and make some tea (brewed properly, so no significant caffeine, but with relaxing agents!) and make myself cozy. Been mildly obsessed with the new Star Trek (reboot) dvd, desperate to see the new Battlestar tie-in. All of which make me want to get started roleplaying, but because of the previously mentioned issues that can be pretty hard for me.
Also - a friend of mine offered and is giving me advice and guidance in some very important matters. She's about the closest thing to community that I have, online or off; we're very different in some respects, but we have similar backgrounds and similar conclusions in some areas of spirituality, and I'm forever thankful to be able to talk to her.
