So, my situation with my university continues. Classes start monday, and they won't let me register until I pay off next semester entirely (wtf is that? I've never heard of such a thing before). So it looks like I'm going to have another wasted semester from their bull. As soon as I can get transferred, I'm going.
Wrote up a huge explanation of Slavic paganism, Dveviere, and Hellenic Polytheism as it pertains to me. I might be of a mind to post some of it here for safekeeping and so I can continue to work through the ideas myself. There's a number of wrenches that the system itself throws in - like a car with a bad timing belt. I really just need to stop getting stressed out over everything else (not that the universe is really helping atm!) so I can have some time to just think.
The bad dreams continue, but the countermeasures I was advised to take are helping stem the flow. The dreams aren't overtly bad any more, but they retain that vivid, disturbing character. Every time I go to order the pisanky/kraslice supplies (here is a link to them - they seem to have everything I could need! www.allthingsukrainian.com/Supplies/Supplies.htm), I find that another money issue steps in to prevent credit-card usage. Fortunately, I've drawn out the designs already and hung them as I was advised. I'm glad I've gotten to know some really good people over the last six months or so. They might not be fully aware, but I have enormous respect for them and I'm glad they've given me the help they have.
I'm going to clear my floor soon and do some yoga, before the stress gets any deeper than it is.
Wrote up a huge explanation of Slavic paganism, Dveviere, and Hellenic Polytheism as it pertains to me. I might be of a mind to post some of it here for safekeeping and so I can continue to work through the ideas myself. There's a number of wrenches that the system itself throws in - like a car with a bad timing belt. I really just need to stop getting stressed out over everything else (not that the universe is really helping atm!) so I can have some time to just think.
The bad dreams continue, but the countermeasures I was advised to take are helping stem the flow. The dreams aren't overtly bad any more, but they retain that vivid, disturbing character. Every time I go to order the pisanky/kraslice supplies (here is a link to them - they seem to have everything I could need! www.allthingsukrainian.com/Supplies/Supplies.htm), I find that another money issue steps in to prevent credit-card usage. Fortunately, I've drawn out the designs already and hung them as I was advised. I'm glad I've gotten to know some really good people over the last six months or so. They might not be fully aware, but I have enormous respect for them and I'm glad they've given me the help they have.
I'm going to clear my floor soon and do some yoga, before the stress gets any deeper than it is.